Ah well may as well stick some down.

This year:

I commit to be at my target weight of 10 stone 5.5lbs by at least Spetember 8th (my birthday)

I will join a Gym when back at work and go at least 3 times a week

I will not allow the tw*ts at the NHS to hold my life in there incompetent hands and will reclaim my life and be back in work in some form by March

I will ensure I continue to spend more quality time with Abi when I do return to work

I will blog at least every two days and catch up on friends blogs at least weekly

May add....

But I'm loving it!

Ami and the tots are still here, madam eventually arrived home yesterday afternoon after she called dad to pick her up. The buses weren't running and us adults would have planned ahead but she is only 23!! They had a good night which I'm pleased about. Living so far away from family they never get out together.
I went to bed at 4.30pm, the tiredness and pain too much, Abi woke me at 9.30pm, I went downstairs watched tv till 11pm and went back to bed.
Doctors visit today, rather than up the pain relief we are trying a new tact, one form of anti depressants has a "side effect" in that it causes your pain receptors in your brain to ignore it. Therefore being pain free without the cloud of drugs. Worth a try!
Called the consultant, apparently he has wrote to my GP (no letter there!!) to say the small bowel meal was normal (15th november it was done - thanks for that!) He will see me "in due course" as I have to undergo further tests for an op I am having this year. ON YOUR BLOODY NELLY!!!! The inflammation in my bowel is a totally different thing and he can bloody see me before (march she said!!!) Anyway she said she is sending me an appointment, if it isn't this month then A&E here I come!!!!! I sometimes think because I have a high pain threshold they are happy to leave me be. On the 6th March I will have been off sick for 12 months!!

Anyhoo... rambling on... I promise to catch up on blogs as and when, and I also need to get my nominations in for the Bloscars! Ami goes home Fri so will sort that at the weekend.